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Life is like a Roller-coaster

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 14, 2008, 7:10 AM
Update... Life has been nothing but ups and downs recently. Not that it isn't always but seems a lot more extreme recently. Many bad things with some very good things interspersed. Love, Loss, Family Problems, Tragedy, Love again, etc. etc. Not going to say anything too specific but sometimes I want to say "why is life so difficult" And the answer of course is because if it wasn't I wouldn't appreciate what I do have in life. Also the harder something is to obtain the more you realize if you are willing to fight for it then it is really what you want. Anyway~ things are better now, there is Love, I have coped with the Loss, Family problems are resolved for now, the tragedy is over and recovery has begun, and yeah things are level for once in what seems like a long time.

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Roller-coaster

Chains and machines pull
Dragging upward into the sky
Anticipation, hope, and fear
Emotions fill as the pinnacle draws near
The chains let go

Speeding back down
Emotions push to escape
The scream of uncertainty
Anticipation of hurt, pain, loss
But then the sky gets closer

Momentum slows but higher still
Ground becomes level
Hope returns mixed with apprehension
Back in the previous direction
And then falling again

Fear returns inside
Down toward the earth once more
Soaring in the sky for moments
Falling for eternity
Screaming until hoisted up in the air

Over and over soaring to the sky
Again and again falling to the ground
Never reaching the earth
Always reaching the heavens
Going forward and never giving up hope.

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Yes I know my poetry sucks, so sue me =P

  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Inga Ruten
  • Reading: Crystal Gorge (book 3 of the dreamers)
  • Watching: Indiana Jones (tomorrow I think)
  • Playing: FFXI
  • Eating: Soup
  • Drinking: Juice

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 27
  • Current Residence: Marietta GA
  • Interests: Anime, Video Games, RolePlaying, Kittys
  • Favourite movie: Azumanga Movie... yes I know it was 15 minutes long!
  • Favourite band or musician: Globe
  • Favourite genre of music: J-pop
  • Favourite poet or writer: Piers Anthony
  • Operating System: Win 2k +xp
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp/Itunes
  • Favourite game: Metroid Zero Mission
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mew Ichigo
  • Personal Quote: "mew?"
  • Tools of the Trade: Copic

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Devious Comments

=melody-musique:iconmelody-musique: Jun 7, 2008, 8:02:00 AM
:wave:Hello~ Random Deviant! :orange:

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Thanks MTV for pimpin\' my pie!
:ekud:
:pie:

Check out my cute, sparkly and adorable stuff ^-^
[link]

Commission me please? :3 [link]
~Xexus:iconXexus: May 15, 2008, 10:32:18 AM
I like your style, is very very cute =^^=
*zaphiel-san:iconzaphiel-san: May 5, 2008, 6:36:19 AM
Hello there! I had to say something, or you wouldn't even know I was here :D Since I'm talking anyway, I might as well invite you to come and see my gallery! :) As you go through it, you might even like it, who knows? :D See ya then!

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~umbralord:iconumbralord: May 4, 2008, 8:05:53 PM
oh no problem! :aww:

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“I'm never unsure of myself, Lehr. Learn it and accept it. Maybe you should figure out how to be less...” He scanned him appraisingly. “Well, if i looked the way you do, I'd be self-conscious, too.”
:rofl: ~:glomp: Omnesca!!
~Xexus:iconXexus: May 4, 2008, 8:03:59 PM
thank you =^^=
~umbralord:iconumbralord: May 4, 2008, 7:54:58 PM
O_O you do a GREAT job!

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“I'm never unsure of myself, Lehr. Learn it and accept it. Maybe you should figure out how to be less...” He scanned him appraisingly. “Well, if i looked the way you do, I'd be self-conscious, too.”
:rofl: ~:glomp: Omnesca!!
~Xexus:iconXexus: May 4, 2008, 3:39:43 PM
mostly Copic Marker and Ink ^^
~umbralord:iconumbralord: May 4, 2008, 3:07:26 PM
wow, i like your gallery! what medium do you use?

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“I'm never unsure of myself, Lehr. Learn it and accept it. Maybe you should figure out how to be less...” He scanned him appraisingly. “Well, if i looked the way you do, I'd be self-conscious, too.”
:rofl: ~:glomp: Omnesca!!
=Azgoth:iconAzgoth: Apr 5, 2008, 8:08:30 AM
Many thanks for faving :)

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This is a [link] straight to my gallery. Click it, you know you want to.
MM#112886
*otterling:iconotterling: Apr 1, 2008, 6:25:51 PM
I glomps you. :glomp: XD Thanks for the watch babe!!!

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I'm an idealist. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way.
Carl Sandburg (1878 - 1967)

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*sonkem:iconsonkem: Sep 27, 2007, 12:07:48 PM
Thanks for the fave! :D

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ROAR?

Nobody move! I've dropped my brain!

Prints for sale: [link]
=dragonsketcher85:icondragonsketcher85: Sep 15, 2007, 8:50:27 PM
love the gallery :nod: and i finally got you featured in my journal sorry it took so long :aww:

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PLEASE check out the artist featured in my journal they have amazing talent and love comments/favs/watches :wink:

Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons, for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup
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~Silentlife:iconSilentlife: Sep 12, 2007, 12:57:43 PM
liked the gallery~:heart:

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That my heart shall bleed
To love one such as you
A beauty one thought never true...\"
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~tasukikoji:icontasukikoji: Sep 12, 2007, 9:12:34 AM
lovely gallery^^

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hey are you going to grow up to be a psycho killer?
uh.......i dunno ask me tomorrow.
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clubs i am in:
:iconSora-Lovers: :iconKHclub::iconCookieThievesInc::iconluckystarclub:
=Adrastia217:iconAdrastia217: Aug 27, 2007, 9:28:44 PM
mao & muse are my fav of your characters >^_^<

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>^_^<
*PartisanX:iconPartisanX: Aug 27, 2007, 11:06:03 AM
Hello! Thanks for the :+devwatch: ^^

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Tous les chats sont mortels, Socrate est mortel, donc Socrate est un chat. (Ionesco)
~manny706:iconmanny706: Aug 24, 2007, 12:14:42 PM
yay!!!thanx so much for the :+fav: ^_^ :glomp:

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"EBAY!!??..WHAT DID I TELL YOU ABOUT LICKING THE BATHTUB!!!???!!!"
~t-i-l-d:icont-i-l-d: Aug 24, 2007, 8:56:36 AM
you´re welcome :)

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~Xexus:iconXexus: Aug 14, 2007, 5:18:43 PM
maybe I just chose wrong but didn't seem to work very well at all @_@ I need to choose differn't songs and people I think.
~Kittylover17:iconKittylover17: Aug 13, 2007, 11:10:36 AM
cHINESE HOROSCOPE:
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE
Whatever you do, don't cheat!

CHINESE HOROSCOPE :
THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON,
WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE
CHINESE NEW YEAR

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
DO NOT CHEAT
OR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.

TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.

THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID
HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL

NO CHEATING !!!!









THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.

DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.

IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th. SCROLL DOWN

ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.









1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.












2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,

WRITE DOWN ANY
2 NUMBERS YOU WANT..

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?














3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,

WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.











CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT














4. WRITE ANYONES NAME

(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6 .













DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID













5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11
















6. Finally,

MAKE A WISH

















ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE

KEY TO THE GAME


1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in

SPACE 2





2. THE PERSON IN SPACE

3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE






3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in

SPACE 7






4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in

SPACE 4







5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO

KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.







6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR

LUCKY STAR







7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE

PERSON IN NUMBER 3






8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE

PERSON IN 7







9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT

YOUR MIND






10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU

FEEL ABOUT LIFE






11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR

LUCKY NUMBER

SEND THIS TO A MINIMUM OF
10 PEOPLE
WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.



IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.

IF YOU FAIL TO, IT WILL BECOME THE OPPOSITE

STRANGE HOW IT SEEMS TO WORK.
*sonkem:iconsonkem: Aug 3, 2007, 9:47:03 AM
Thanks for the fave! :D

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ROAR?

Nobody move! I've dropped my brain!

Prints for sale: [link]
~Xexus:iconXexus: Jul 17, 2007, 5:18:17 AM
meep!

I totally didn't see this til today >.> I emailed you so check your mail ^^;;;

I will also poke aim a bit more looking for ya.

Next time send a note, these thingys don't seem to show up in my messages box.

*huggles*

Xexus
~Kao-Kitty:iconKao-Kitty: Jul 6, 2007, 10:31:37 AM
Hey kitty!

Sad news, my ps2 died trying to download that last update... so im not sure i can even find a ps2 that uses the old hdd. I misses you and my bluemage, grats on your puppetmaster!!

Lets talk in emails or maybe msn or aim.... i dont wanna lose contact with one of my bestest friends. Even if im quiet hehe hope to hear from you soon, tell everyone i wuvz them and misses em alot

*huggles*

Katlyn
~Avenger41:iconAvenger41: Jun 26, 2007, 5:07:53 AM
No prob. DA totally needs more Nene.

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