Update... Life has been nothing but ups and downs recently. Not that it isn't always but seems a lot more extreme recently. Many bad things with some very good things interspersed. Love, Loss, Family Problems, Tragedy, Love again, etc. etc. Not going to say anything too specific but sometimes I want to say "why is life so difficult" And the answer of course is because if it wasn't I wouldn't appreciate what I do have in life. Also the harder something is to obtain the more you realize if you are willing to fight for it then it is really what you want. Anyway~ things are better now, there is Love, I have coped with the Loss, Family problems are resolved for now, the tragedy is over and recovery has begun, and yeah things are level for once in what seems like a long time.
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Roller-coaster
Chains and machines pull
Dragging upward into the sky
Anticipation, hope, and fear
Emotions fill as the pinnacle draws near
The chains let go
Speeding back down
Emotions push to escape
The scream of uncertainty
Anticipation of hurt, pain, loss
But then the sky gets closer
Momentum slows but higher still
Ground becomes level
Hope returns mixed with apprehension
Back in the previous direction
And then falling again
Fear returns inside
Down toward the earth once more
Soaring in the sky for moments
Falling for eternity
Screaming until hoisted up in the air
Over and over soaring to the sky
Again and again falling to the ground
Never reaching the earth
Always reaching the heavens
Going forward and never giving up hope.
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Yes I know my poetry sucks, so sue me

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hey are you going to grow up to be a psycho killer?
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AMAZINGLY ACCURATE
Whatever you do, don't cheat!
CHINESE HOROSCOPE :
THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON,
WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE
CHINESE NEW YEAR
FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
DO NOT CHEAT
OR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.
TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID
HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL
NO CHEATING !!!!
THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.
DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.
IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY
1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.
4th. SCROLL DOWN
ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.
1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.
2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,
WRITE DOWN ANY
2 NUMBERS YOU WANT..
DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?
3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,
WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT
4. WRITE ANYONES NAME
(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6 .
DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID
5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11
6. Finally,
MAKE A WISH
ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE
KEY TO THE GAME
1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in
SPACE 2
2. THE PERSON IN SPACE
3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE
3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in
SPACE 7
4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in
SPACE 4
5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO
KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.
6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR
LUCKY STAR
7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE
PERSON IN NUMBER 3
8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE
PERSON IN 7
9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT
YOUR MIND
10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU
FEEL ABOUT LIFE
11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR
LUCKY NUMBER
SEND THIS TO A MINIMUM OF
10 PEOPLE
WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.
IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.
IF YOU FAIL TO, IT WILL BECOME THE OPPOSITE
STRANGE HOW IT SEEMS TO WORK.
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I totally didn't see this til today >.> I emailed you so check your mail
I will also poke aim a bit more looking for ya.
Next time send a note, these thingys don't seem to show up in my messages box.
*huggles*
Xexus
Sad news, my ps2 died trying to download that last update... so im not sure i can even find a ps2 that uses the old hdd. I misses you and my bluemage, grats on your puppetmaster!!
Lets talk in emails or maybe msn or aim.... i dont wanna lose contact with one of my bestest friends. Even if im quiet hehe hope to hear from you soon, tell everyone i wuvz them and misses em alot
*huggles*
Katlyn
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